http://aneedforrecovery.tumblr.com/

http://aneedforrecovery.tumblr.com/

http://aneedforrecovery.tumblr.com/

Please follow this one instead of my current one, i’m starting fresh so I thought a brand new tumblr was needed also.

It’s a health blog, just like this one was ;)

I just want to feel comfortable with myself.. I want to be okay around food.. I want to feel like i’m beautiful..

why is it so hard for me..

It has been a dream of mine since I was in elementary school to be in the military. Now I am 4 months away from my 17th birthday. To talk to a recruiter you have got to be at least 17. I recently got very interested in the Air Force, since learning that I live 12miles from a base. I have been studying up, and doing my research on it. While watching videos about it, many people that are currently in the Force said to start training and getting your body fit as soon as possible. So i’m going to do just that.

I’m getting a gym membership today or tomorrow and i’m going to start training as soon as possible.

I’m not sure what I want to do in the Air Force yet, but I will figure it out. Do any of you have any word about the Air Force? Have YOU been in the Air Force? Has a family member? I just want to know some experiences and thoughts on it.

but I just keep failing.. I feel like I need a miracle to get out of this rut.

I went and bought a Self Magazine a couple days ago and was really dissapointed with it. I don’t like the layout of the magazine, and I find it kind of hard to read. Maybe it’s just me.. but I really didn’t like the magazine. Soooooo, what one’s are you favorites?

I had Nacho’s for dinner. I don’t take any credit for this photo, i’m simply posting it to stay on top of my pictures post. My camera sucks the life out of batteries almost instantly, therefore.. my camera was dead and I couldn’t snap a shot of my lovely and delish nacho’s, but they looked pretty similar to this photo! ha!

I think one of my friends has developed an eating disorder.

Oh gosh. If she has.. it’s me to blame.

I told her about my bulimia when I was struggling, because she noticed my extreme weight loss.. She then asked a whole bunch of questions about how I did it and crap, and me being the retard that I am.. I answered. And now, 2 months later, she had to have lost ATLEAST 20lbs. Could be more.

I’m worried. I’m not around her enough to “monitor” her though. Oh lord.. I hope to god she hasn’t fallen down this path.

I have quite the headache, and it’s my last day of summer. So i’m just going to lay down, relax and watch a movie.

One problem.

I can’t think of a good one to watch.